Hello all :)
Well i slipped up in march. after having 1.5 years quitting.
I am currently at day 2.
Yesterday was really quite fine quitting besides the cravings.
Today those cravings are enhanced and alongside that has brought some mental challenges.
i know i can do this. :)
One thing pops up from time to time though and wondered if anyone else still has these thoughts
Seeing people i really admire and respect intellectually smoke!
Its a bizzare thing.
Firstly, i want to say the notion of smoking because someone you look up to is completely banished from my thinking.
However. Say for instance your a big fan of joni mitchell (for example), a fan of her voice but even more her brain and intellect.
Its so contradicting when you hear them talk of smoking in admiration, overlooking the long death list and are happily content. (Joni for instance started smoking when she was 9 and she is now 76.
Is it the drug addiction? Are they just content to die? Are they all such fully blown nihilists?
This might not be a thing people discuss on here but thought i would post.
Best wishes everyone.
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