7 days Nicotine free today...will be 8 by this evening!
Sitting on my couch having a cup of coffee and the junkie thinking creeps in...”pssstttt...Jill...it’s early...kids won’t be awake for hours...no one will know...run to the store and grab a pack...get a hot fresh cup of coffee and then you can have me...your cig buddy...with coffee!!! Yay!!! Wouldn’t that be awesome?? Wouldn’t YOU be lucky??!!!”
I would be back to a pack a day in no time..coughing, swearing, spending money and hating myself for being so weak!!!!
So whatever you are...craving, thought, nuisance...what you MUST be now to me is HISTORY!!
I’m going to go walk my dogs now because boredom for me will always be a trigger, at least for awhile, and I choose not to smoke today.
For anyone else feeling a little tug, a pull, a thought that lingers, I got your back today and let’s go forward, smoke free, together!!
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