I m 9 month away from smoke.. may be its just time that I am feeling very low mentally and emotionally. Getting vision of a quiet and lonely place with no one else but me smoking my frustration off .
I know logically quitting is a right thing but sometimes I am too much lonely and sad to even don't know with whom I can share my feeling . I feel.very weak when I think of starting smoking again in those low life moment but I also feel that I am cheating with myself for not being true that I really need to smoke . I don't have anyone to share my feeling with or without getting judged