Sad News

In the early hours of the morning today, the news of the passing of my father arrived. This was difficult to digest and so sad to the point I had a cry. Will i stay quit or give in to temptation to smoke a cigarette? I want to stay away from the addiction and am planning on getting over the habit. Time has past since i last smoked and it would be a waste of money to have one before the day is over. My appreciation for the effort i put in already is to important to have one mad continental puff and for what? Staying focused and grieving for the passing of my father today is my challenge ahead and so help me God, may you be looking over every one of us at the same time. Amen.