Breathe

Hi all. Have been doing well so far. Today Rupert (Nicotine Dragon) decided to really test me and TRY to get me to cave in. I was quite amazed at his arrogance. For a few minutes there I was thinking mmm maybe I could go and buy a packet and have one cigarette, just to see if I would enjoy it. I didn’t WANT a cigarette it was a mind thing. I told Rupert to leave as he was NOT welcome, drank some water, took some deep breaths and the feeling and Rupert went. Thank God! I can go an buy cigarettes the good thing is I don’t want to. One puff and I’d be back down the gross smelly pit of destruction. That’s my story for today.