32 Days and counting
Doggedly tracking me like a starving hound unrelentingly shadowing me in a patient, but desperate, hope the pursuit will eventually lead to my relenting and return to addiction.
There was a time I considered it a challenge, but now simply consider it boring. I look forward to a day the hound has lost the scent.
Welcome MoLyda, Robn is 100% correct, it is all mind over matter. Once you truly despise those nasty little poison sticks you win. It truly makes all the difference, you dont feel deprived, you rejoice. Took me quite some time to wrap my brain around that concept, i just couldnt in past attempts stop that feeling of deprivation. Now i truly honestly feel so damn blessed that at last i get it, and that has bought me relief beyond words. Hang in there, and let go of feeling like they own you bcos they will while ever you give them that power😊
Click on my name and find the link to Allen Carr who can help you to rertrain your mind and take back control.
Learn to kill the hound. If you have to tame it for now, thats ok. Eventually, the hound (beast) will be put to death. Take it day by day if you have to until you get your freedom.
Dont feed him, starve him to death.