Whenever I would leave the house, I'd make sure that I'd have everything before going. I would say to myself "Wallet, phone, keys, smokes, lighter" They were the 5 things I needed with me at all times, everything else didn't matter.
NOW, 200+ days later, I still say "Wallet, phone, keys, smokes, lighter" for the life of me I can't get out of the habit.
Maybe it's a metaphor for the idea that no matter what, I'm always going to carry the addiction with me. It may no longer control me but it will always be there and it's just another piece of baggage I'll have to carry through life.
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