I'm glad that I can say that I passed 7th week and I have also reached 50 days mark.. In others words, it's unbelievable for me..
This week was significant.. begining of week was hard.. I was suprised and also angry that it is.. but I started to concentrate on things what I need to do and partially I want, so my head was busy and days passed quicklier and easier. end of week I felt that I think on it less and I felt good.. I know I will write story of week 7 and honestly I didn't want it.. I didn't want think about ciggies and quiting and so on.. Day 50 was wau for me.. I understood now I'm on a half way to freedom.. new target is 100days /3digits no./ I will be strong enough to fight everything.. but I already feel I reached it.. my dream.. that now I can say I'm Martin and I'm non smoker..50 days.. that's how long it took to me.. Finally I got it..
My life isn't perfect, daily I fight agaist it but now it's easier as before.. I know I didn't win yet, but I win every day and it's so great that I don't want to go back..
Motto for this week: If you were strong enough to get this far, you are strong enough to keep going..
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