The 6th week behind me, in other words 42 days or also 1.000 hours.. Really proud of myself while writting this down, now this is my longest time without ciggarette, after 18 years, after 216 months I was able to do just one month without ciggarette.. That's addiction to the drug nothing else.. I remember very well why I stopped in that time, it was because I was doing very well in a work and I miss ciggie to fullfill that good period of my life.. I do not regret it, it my past and it should was as it was..
Back to current days, how was week 6? Worse then I thought.. Still have very dangerous memories to smoke, and quite frequently.. For me it is still fight, and will be next weeks.. But what is great is that I'm stronger every week.. So I just will be waiting for that week when cravings will disapear.. I'm ready that it can take 3 months, maybe 6, maybe more.. I don't care.. I will keep going..
Motto for this week is very truth as I have found out last years: "Only music can safe us".. Don't give up, keep going guys.. The brighter future is just after this corner..
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