Firstly thanx to Happiness and Softly for your encouragement comments as I really need them
I was near suicidal yesterday and could’ve stabbed someone in the eye with a pitchfork......
Having my husband smoking isn’t helping either....
Anyway didn’t even have my usual vodka as I couldn’t enjoy it without the cigarette anyway I’ve got a friend whose on the same journey to quit so we shared our vents frustrations and had a few sarcastic laughs and I went to bed read my book and I woke up today feeling much more stronger and seemed to be coping better so far.
I’m of extremely strong will and this too shall pass as it’s another challenge I’ll conquer
Funny the cancer has taken a back seat as I’m sooo focused on giving up the demon fags
Anyway off to have a lung evaluation this morning before biopsy on Thursday
Stay strong people
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