Smoking has been my vice for the last 20 years, more so over the last 15 years with high stress jobs.
I have always hated people smoking around me and always hated the smell. I hated that much and was ashamed so much I always did in in secret except for the last few years where I come clean about my addiction.
So many times I tried to kick it but went straight back to it. The best I did was 3 months cold turkey and fell I to the trap again.
I have started again and working with champix and so far 9 days in I have not lit up once. Temptation has been there but I have managed to manage my will power well and keep myself on track by preoccupying myself.
I'm really hoping I can do it this time as I do not want this being part of my story anymore.
I want health happiness and a better bank account and most importantly be there for my family.
It ain't easy every day is a struggle but every day is a winner!
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