For the first time i had a dream that i smoked a cigarette. I do not recall it clearly, but i do remember that i lit a second one later and put it out after a couple of drags feeling terrible about the slip. I remembered it while brushing my teeth this morning, but knew that it was a dream, thankfully .
At 250 Smoke free days, I wondered what may have triggered it.
Last night hubby and i could smell the neighbours smoking pot under our window and I asked him whether or not we would be interested in smoking some now that it was legal. In Canada we can even grow it in our yards, as my friends do. It may be cheaper than alcohol, and mellow me more to have better sleep. The question is if that action of smoking would have an affect on my journey so far. I have been so fortunate in not having cravings since early days. Even hanging out with smokers does not bother me. However, it may not be just the action, but the gratification derived from it that would be "rewarding".
I don't know much about marijuana but I imagine todays strains are higher in THC than the mild buzz from the 70's. One toke would do me.
I would love to hear from anyone with some knowledge or experience with toking and non-smoking. Thanks!
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