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Leeann
Central Coast
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18/06/2018
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Starting Over

Posted in Getting started 27 May 2019
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Okay I fell right off the wagon and I've smoked (chain smoked) for the past two days. I feel really annoyed at myself. Tomorrow is Day 1 for me, fresh start and new beginnings

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  • FreshAirOK, Hunter New England May 27, 2019 | 16:58
    Good on you for stopping tomorrow. A lot of people leave it months or years between quit attempts. I admire your strength and courage to say NO I'm not going to let it beat me. You go girl!!!
  • Leeann , Central Coast May 27, 2019 | 17:02
    Thank you FreshAirOK I'm feeling foolish for slipping, but never mind, new fresh chance tomorrow 😊
  • FreshAirOK, Hunter New England May 27, 2019 | 19:00
    I don't have to say anything that you have already said to yourself. You went 11 months so have experienced the relief of not being a slave to that nico monster, could breathe deeply not to mention feeling FREE and healthy! It's all waiting for you tomorrow...one more sleep lol. I'll be waiting to hear how you go. I care...we all do. Sleep tight and wake up to a new world.
  • Nuts May 27, 2019 | 20:15
    Your slip is a lesson to us all to not get over confident. It only takes a puff. Good on you for starting again. Should be easier this time. You go girl. 😚♥️👍😊
  • Robn May 27, 2019 | 22:24
    Feeling foolish never killed anyone.........but it was two days. Do you really have to start from day 1 again?
    You have done the hard yards for 11 months....add the two days on if it makes you feel better...don’t start all over again, you don’t deserve that xx
  • Leeann , Central Coast May 27, 2019 | 23:13
    Thank you so much to all of you for your kind words. FreshAirOK, nuts and Robn. Yes Robn Day 1 tomorrow there's no lying to myself. It's not a punishment to myself, it's simply the truth. I've stuffed up royally but doesn't mean I'm going to give up trying. I joined this group website with a goal, and I will get there. For some reason I seem to just be taking the hard path instead of breeding through it. I know how to do it, it's back to basics, one step at a time. I'm not a coward though peeps, and I'm willing to go again bcos the freedom was glorious from the slavery. Fresh start tomorrow and a new beginning, no more slips😊👍
  • Safe2017 May 27, 2019 | 23:14
    Leann, I know exactly how you feel and how you fell of the wagon. Been there, done that twice. Mind set is the key but you can do it. Cheering for you on the sideline.
  • Leeann , Central Coast May 27, 2019 | 23:14
    Oops i meant breezing through it, im not breeding lol Im a nan, past breeding🤣
  • Leeann , Central Coast May 27, 2019 | 23:22
    Thank you Safe2017, cheerings good bcos I'm not going anywhere, I haven't succeeded yet, but I did achieve 11 months which shows me I can do it😊
  • Safe2017 May 27, 2019 | 23:23
    And I have no doubt you can do it again.
  • Happiness May 27, 2019 | 23:41
    You have the desire to succeed and be a non-smoker, i have no doubt. So get back on that horse and finish the rodeo!
  • Leeann , Central Coast May 28, 2019 | 3:55
    Thank you Safe2017 and Happiness, your support means everything right now.😊

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