Just started my quit journey. Just got sick of lying to my loved ones about my smoking. Never used to smoke at home, but as soon as I left home and went to work. I would pull over to the side of the highway and and have a smoke with my coffee. I was always able to blame the nature of my job and the company i keep at work on why i would smell when i got home. This was just a lie to my wife to keep her suspicions at bay. Now I'm sick of the lies and I need to change for my kids and myself. I guess stresses at work are what triggered me to start again after having quit for 5 years but that's not an excuse I want to hold on to. I think I just let it get the better of me and now I'm going to try to kick it again.