to fix my car and my daughter 's wedding is in 5 months

Sounds like you have better things, and a great motive and event to save your hard earned money for. That is only the tip of the iceberg in regards to the benefits of giving up such a vile addiction. A habit that did nothing for us, but still has the ability to dog us even after quitting. Attaining the positive mindset to change your habits and way of thinking are most beneficial in this quest for freedom. Read Allan Carr's book that i posted to help you get in the right frame of mind. He helps alleviate the fears and tells it straight with simple logic. Enjoy the read!