Good by for always Mr. Nic o teen

So now finally, I am 6 month away from all these bad addictive things called cigarettes..

Been exposed to quite a lot of passive smoking in the last few month, as many of my european friends smoke, but well.

Honestly said, yes, there are still some few moments, where I would like to have a puff- and I assume these moments will never stop- but there are so many more moments where I feel less stressed because of not having to have a visit from Mr Nic o teen....

So well, I am not going to start again...It is basically the first time I feel certain about this... Able to look into the future and not just weeks ahead..

Good by mr Nic o teen.... Time to leave you... This journey gave me so much more than just this few minutes of stupid addictive pleasure. My self esteem increased a lot, being able to do this.. and well getting a baby now... The future is without you...