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Hurdle jumper or wistful thinking???

Posted in Staying quit
schedule 12 Sep 2016

Alright, I'm going to make a Big call here - I feel like I may have jumped the 'nasty part' hurdle. The last few days I haven't thought about smoking, haven't had cravings and I've been around smokers. Now I'm in no way stating that I'm past the danger period- that would be foolish, I just feel like I've turned a page and I'm more comfortable with myself as a non smoker. Interestingly enough it got harder right before it eased off....I'm still a little short tempered and can't multi-task like before or I lose my bananas!! ( insert here a little foot stomping, mild swearing and heavy sarcasm) So it would be obvious to say I'm still a little 'fragile' but I'm not crying or wanting to bang my head against a brick wall, I'm not people hating and mentally planning their demise.... Oh and I'm not biting the inside of my lip trying to keep a ranting screaming tirade from escaping.. All in all I call that a rather large improvement 😀😀.

Keep smiling everyone..

By Crasher
schedule 13 Sep 2016

Hi Cranky,

The mental images your post creates are hilarious!!! But I'm really pleased for you and I too look forward to "turning the page" :o)

By Chezzel
schedule 13 Sep 2016

Way to go! Love your very comical posts please keep them up they are such a great distraction.