day55
When I logged in today, I checked my quit plan and thought WOW, Today is day 56, that is 8 weeks smoke free I can't believe it the last 4 weeks seem to have gone so fast, the first 4 weeks seem to drag and at times I thought I would never make it.
The urge to smoke is always close but at the moment I seem to have the a handle on it, I think I might also have a better sleep pattern the last 2 days have been good, so touch wood. I check in and read the stories daily but I don't always log in, it is so good to read the stories, but I often wonder what happened to people that Haven't published for some time, I hope they are still smoke free and if they are like me and check in but don't sign in maybe they could publish something and let us know how they are going. Thank you to all those that publish stories, your stories can be a great help for others on the same journey me included.
Congratulations Storm on day 56. Well done and hats off to you! I am still a newbie, getting there. Don't count the days until I have heaps. And will publish then. Guess the smokes are still a "clear and present danger" and how good that we avoid them. Thanks for your post
well done Storm, I think as we hit milestones it just confirms we can and are doing this, and hey its doable, and so well done, on 2 months and many more to come.
I know its not so easy at times but your name sort of explains it I think if we can just ride out the storm we get some calm to offset the storm but just keep looking out for rainbows :) today is one of those.
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I love this website 'cause I just have to log in and go to the MyQuitPlan to see how many days I have smoke free.
So today is day 69! I have a million and one reasons why I should have a cigarette today. I am feeling so fragile. Its about living in this world and having to put up with my own crap and other people's crap. Giving up smoking has been an eye opener for me because I am beginning to see how I let so many things lapse in the past. I'm going to try not to be so hard on myself about it but rather pray for strength to get through and be better! I also need to be real sober in this time to get through!