My past and present.

Hi Everyone,

This is my story

I start smoking when i was 27 with my new boyfriend, few years later got married and had 2 kids, then few years later i quit and i urge my husband to quit too so we did quit in year 2007. And I never smoked for few years until in year 2009 i caught my husband that he had secretly smoking behind my back and we had a troubled up and down in our marriage and i got stressed out and got myself to smoke again in year 2009 which i'm not very pleased with it. but until end of year 2011 we are very happy that we moved to our own house, and in year 2012 our marriage turned upside down until end of 2012 my husband moved out. And thru all year 2013 there was lot of bad times thru court and all. Until around Sept 2013 found a friend that i havent seen him for over 30 yrs and i found that He hate smoking so I quit again for the 2nd time which i went in Cold turkey, i find it hard but manage thru it with all my strength to fight, and I havent smoked for 8 mths which that i'm very pleased with myself. But until something happened in May 2014 which my ex husband passed away at very young age. and myself and my 2 children was in shock and i was back into depression and did went back into smoking again and after few years later til the day 21/12/2017 I decided to quit again for the 3rd time because of health and my children and friends they always say they hate the smell tabacco that its on my clothes, hair including breath too. So I decided to quit this time for the 3rd time.

the only if i go on Cold Turkey i buy some chewy gums if i crave for a cigarate i'll take one of the chewy gum to help me to get mind off it. i did that in the last when i quit twice.

wish my luck for the 3rd time.