Once again into the afray

I started smoking after over ten years of quitting, the reason I started to smoke again was a desperate bid to save my mind from the effects of anti-pyschoatics forced upon me after a recent run in with a hospital after a post surgery stuff up. I did some research and found the miniute alkoloids in cigarette smoke help block the uptake of certain anti-psychoatic drugs. I began chain smoking to offset the effects and to inhibit the drugs uptake into my system. I tried giving up 3 months after being releashed but the craving was back with a vengence, so here I am after work sitting in really heavy traffic last Wednesday (4hrs) and chain smoking over 26 cigarettes, I was so upset with myself I decided I will not be this person that sits and flicks his ash in the the traffic. I am better and I hate smoking and today is the day I move forward and quit again.