Cigarettes and Nicotine screwing with our balance

I'm over 80 days without a cigarette or any form of nicotine. I'm beginning to see my body react differently to life. I'm sleeping better (even though I am going through terrible betrayal) and I am functioning on a different level. Its something that my body has not experienced for a very long time. Its like I am discovering a different me. I am beginning to like this new "me" as well and beginning to despise the old me who thought that it was cool to smoke and be a cowboy in Marlboro country when actually all I was doing was crippling my body functions, making myself breathless and wasting time being consumed by nicotine addiction.

Some people are not used to the new me yet. The new "me" also does not want to hurt me. Me does not want to gamble lots and me has lost appetite for alcohol. Me is starting to heal and can feel his body is not so numb. Me is happy drinking tea and having good conversation. Me is not a wuss! Me must thank me and others who loved me enough to make me face the nicodemons with sword of truth. The ammunition that my brothers and sisters here have given me to fight his lies is priceless.

So anyone reading this who has some good days behind them on the quit, just keep going because you are following a better path no matter what is happening around you.