MY WHY GOT TOO BIG

My why I needed to stop smoking just got SO HUGE, have you ever watched someone you love so much die of COPD, sadly I did 8wks ago, it was my amazing dad, I really dint want my children to see me like that, it was heart breaking. On day 2 of champix, can hinestly say no side effects yet but afrer reading other posts I have eaten before taking meds, I can't wait to say I am a no smoker