The secret of an addicted person
I have a guilty secret and I'm not proud of it but I need to get it off my chest. When I was smoking there were weeks I would go without buying things while grocery shopping to make sure we had smokes! I'm so disgusted in this and can't believe it my son never went without that's for sure but myself and hubby did. Some weeks we would buy enough fruit and veg just for our son, he would have a great healthy meal and we would have toast but we had cigarettes so that's all that mattered!! Or we would sit at home all weekend because our last bit if cash went on that pack of cancer sticks! Our life was controlled by cigarettes and I'm embarrassed to admit that this was just one cut back made so we could afford our addiction!! Never again its not worth it!!
No you don't have to go without now,the other day i saw a pretty young girl well dressed looking for cigarette bumpers in the street and i thought how bad is that smoking other people's spit , well it is a good thing that we have stopped well all the best.