Changing our lives

My organisation is going under, time for a job change but hey better yet a career change! I have been talking about becoming a personal trainer for the last 2 years but hey im a smoker so it would kill me! I also want to have a breast enlargement and have been for my consultation...well you have to be smoke free for 3 months for that! 

It was always ...one day! 

Well....today is one day! I made the firm decision after my meeting with Australian Institute of Fitness that it is what i want to do with my life, my reward....well after 3 months of no smoking we know what that will be!

My children are over the moon about my decision to stop and nobody else knows but them. I sometimes feel that the pressure of others can be a little to much at times and it has been a reason for me to go back on my word in the past.

I had my last 2 ciggarettes with my coffee this morning, i havent had anything else...Oh i have wanted to but you know what, i have come this far...i fill my time with exercise instead of coffee and a smoke. Its a great feeling :)