Relapsed again

I relapsed again on the 30th hour.

I have lasted longer than I ever thought but it sucks that I gave in again.

I doesn’t help that I am unemployed and currently without a home. The stress and boredom is getting to me and allowing me to cave in.

I have decided to be positive and keep trying no matter how many times I cave in to keep trying again and again.

Back to the drawing boards.