Frustration

Well iam 26 days smoke free and i have to say it has been the hardest thing i have ever done in my 61 years, i started smoking when i was 15yrs old and decided one day that (Only i could give them up...ME) if i could survive 61 years of LIFE and all it challenges then surly i could give the fags away. I started the QUIT program and was using double patches and the spray, which made me feel ill, so i changed to the lozenges which i have only used twice as i dont enjoy them at all, i am now down to one patch and i wish i could say its been easy but it has been extremely hard, but 26 days and counting. I have had no problem with not being able to sleep quite the opposite i find myself very lethargic and able to nap every day. The one thing i really am struggling with is how truthful i find myself now. It is like my filter between my brain and my mouth has been removed...lol most times not a great thing. I have less patience now then before and if i was being truthful i really didn't have much before. The hard time for me is after i eat a meal i still want that cigarette. But i tell myself everyday how well i have done so far and today will be better than yesterday. I don't miss being a smoker but i really miss that cigarette :)