2 and quarter year NON-SMOKER

Hi guys,

I’m here back to announce 2 and quarter year as non-smoker. It’s great feeling that every person, me included, can achieve everything what he/her wants.. It’s just about priorities, willingness and about YOU – nobody will do it for you.. My life goes with achievements, struggling and I’m able to handle it without even thought to cigarettes..

I can proudly say I’m non-smoker.. I have never had believe that I would say this in my entire life..

I drove one family person 50+ year to hospital for chemotherapy this Wednesday – he’s got lung cancer, last stage without any chance to recover.. He is broken psychically and mentally and he has problem to walk or even talking – not good seeing to the person who was busy with work, home and grandson 1 year ago.. Yes, he was chain smoker..

Once, during one of my never ending trying to quit smoking I was smoke free for several days and after visiting him I was so tempted to smoke that when I was back to home I lit it up.. I thought how well he is, smoking, doing thing around house with grandson to do fun.. It was my fake view to allow myself to start smoke again..

When I was younger, I wanted to avoid situation, when I would be diagnostic with cancer and then smoke outside of a hospital.. To regret that I was not able to stop and I caused the illness to myself.. I wanted to quit smoking by my decision and without any helping aids.. I did it by last chance, otherwise I was going to try all possible AIDS to quit this thing.. I was lucky, but it preceded long preparation and even longer list of failures..

I hope I don’t disgust anybody or caused stress to light up, but this is true life story, and that it’s what helped me the most – true successful/unsuccessful stories without adjustments on this page..

Thank you IcanQuit community..

For hope that we can beat it..

We will do it..