5 days but this is not the first time

ok 5 days no smoking, good! no problems, no nicotine aids. The problem is that I had restarded back in November after 11 months being clean. Why? simple: 1 sigarette with friends after a few drinks. then the following week another one, then the following week another one? hey I felt invincible: I can smoke 1 sigarette on Saturday and that's it! hahahah no dear friends, it does not work this way. A month later a bought a packet after a problem at work. I smoked one and left the full packet in the park. The follwoing day I bought another packet and started smoking 2, then 3, then 4, then 10 per day. here I am again 5 days clean, I have put my self again thought this process, 1 week, 1 month, 100 days, 6 months. I don't know what to say more, but i am sure you understand what I mean.