Mood swings

After a week off the fags and feeling a real sense of peace with myself, I’ve become an hysterical weeping willow this evening.. I’m not sure whether this is due to the other circumstances in my life, or the Chantix, or the lack of cigs, or a combination of all of those things, but I just had the hugest melt down over the fact that my husband bought the wrong pie for our dinner (spanakopita rather than a creamy veggie and white wine pie if anyone’s wondering!) and it just tipped me over the edge! I just wanted a hassle free Friday but instead have been stressed at work and now at home, and while it didn’t have me reaching for the fags it did make me burst into hysterical tears! Luckily the husband knows I’m prone to overreacting about food so is patiently sitting through it but it’s very frustrating feeling out of control of your feelings.. here’s to a better day tomorrow!