Day 49

Just wanted you all to know that today is day 49 and right now I want a cigarette. Yes I want one, I feel like one, I have a vision of me smoking it, I have a vision of me being satisfied with it - but I know that it will actually taste revolting, I will be so upset with myself and I will let my hard work go to waste and I could not start all over again - Some people say it is easy really if you really want to quit. But you know what !! it is not easy and I don't care what anyone says. It is a matter of if you really want to do it - you just have to do it. The end.