real friend

Yesterday there was something strange happening. I am struggling with my work. I was furious angry. I had to find out some things on the internet about collective labor agreement for district nurses. And as a habit I stood up and walking at the garden for ... for wat? I was soo upset and angry that I did not notice the craving was coming. And I stood there ... with nothing ... hahaha

ai ... SMOKING MEANS AVOIDING FEELINGS ... So, I called a colleaguefriend to talk about my feelings.

I needed a friend not a cigaret ;-)) Smoking doen not solve anything.