Failed already!

After 7 days free of alcohol (something I never thought I would be able to do) I had decided that today would be my quit smoking day. I have quit many times before, only to take it up again. My usually supportive son let it slip today that he didn't have much faith in my ability to quit and, for him, smoking is a much worse habit than drinking. This is because I had hid how much I was drinking so he doesn't realise I had such a drink problem. As soon as he said he didn't have faith in me, I cried, then went straight up to the shop for a packet of fags. Argh!