6 days

6 days still detoxing feel the stuff coming out of me and in me, lots of showers, sleep is all over the shop, still feel dirty, cold turkey after 30 years of smoking body and brain are going through so many changes.

sure if I don't take the 1st puff this crap will pass over time sure its not easy but I know if I kept going where the next stop was, so while going through this isn't the most fun its a walk in the park compared to the other option that might involve park type landscapes but I am not ready for that last walk just yet, kept up the smokes I wasn't far away from that last walk.

I know fear probably doesn't work to stop addiction but a sharp dose of reality sure helps !

hang in there everyone who might be having a hard day or even week , what ever it is we go through a cigarette isn't going to make it any better.

IC