2 steps forward one step back

During the first few days I was a beast! My missus couldn't stand me, I was so irritable. Because she avoided me, we were not 'intimate'. When my withdrawal symptoms eased, we made up, and made up for the abstinence of the few days prior. Lucky I was drunk, otherwise, I would of jumped in my car and bought a packet of smokes from the nearest open servo. Good filthy sex is a massive trigger. So, it sure is interesting times.