Day 2
Its been exactly 2 days since I stopped using ciggarettes. I'm kind of feeling a little sad the fact that my girl friend just broke up with me after finding out that i've been hiding it from her ever since we started dating.
Today i felt a craving just after i had a really big breakfast, and another one right after thinking about our break up a few hours later from breakfast.
Im actually not in the mood at all to even have cigarettes because of all this emotional disaster im going through. I cant really get mad over this because this is something i should have expected. However, I should have stopped a while ago before I got into a relationship with her.
I feel that the one thing I can do is accept this as a challenge. And move forward with it, I dont think ill ever get back with her again, but I should think about my future.
I have exams and lots to study for, but i cant keep my mind off the break up and off the bogey breaks.
Anyways, Im just going to fight this off until I feel no more cravings. Im just emotionally blank to even consider having a ciggarette after all thats been going on
Thanks !
Heck! Life is full of ups and downs and the bits between. As smokers we decide to light up for whatever reason. Strange, not, but that makes no difference. Good does not become better. Bad is still just that. Anything else is just lost in a smoke haze... Nicotine does not alter anything. Nicotine is so smart. It calls out to us for whatever pathetic reason. Quite a time waster. Distracts us from what is real and then abandons us as we ponder about what we were going to do. It seems you have decided there is a bigger picture. Be honest with yourself and then extend that to others.
Hi LRay, have a sip of cold water whenever you have cravings attack. Cravings are short live.
LRay, My advice dont quit just because your GF wants you too. I did that once in my lifetime and i stayed quit for 1 1/2 until we broke up. I started smoking after nearly 2 years because my quit reasons was not what i wanted. My quit reasons now is because that what i want....