Not easy
I gave up for four months last year then had breast surgery so that was an excuse to start again I spent the weekend in hospital unable to breathe through cold a couple of weeks ago I am still struggling with cigs even though I know if I go back I'm in a chair with oxygen for whatever is left of my life.
Hi Del,
My heart goes out to you. I am struggling mentally giving up but I have no where near the stress you do. But ultimately if you keep off the ciggies you will feel better mentally. I really don't know what to say as I do not want to upset you further. I can imagine you would want a better quality of life. If you stop/stay stopped you will be more comfortable. People can and do heal themselves. So easy for me to say. I hope you find the strength for yourself and family and friends and give up the horrible cigarettes. I wish you all the best. :)