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Scary dream

Last night I had a dream....
I was with the kids teacher of all people in his musty underground cellar. It was jam packed full of bottles of every type of alcohol you could possibly think of. I was sitting down cross legged with a small group of people on the cold, concrete floor. The atmosphere was dark and dingy. A dim light in the corner lit up the dust and cobwebs. Smoke filled the room as we all happily chuffed away on our cigarettes whilst looking up at the numerous shelves. We were straining and squinting to read the dusty labels when all of a sudden the bottles started tumbling down to the floor in front of me. One at a time I caught them just before they smashed to the ground. I found it was exhausting as no-one was helping me. I felt pressured as it was all up to me to save these many bottles from crashing at all costs. Some bottles looked new but most looked old, tired and worn out. I felt a sense of responsibility & I couldn't let any of them fall, I knew if I did it would be a disastrous situation. One that I couldn't escape from. The only one that didn't fall was the finest bottle of scotch I had ever seen, it had a really cool name & wish I could remember it. This lovely smooth, sleek bottle kept catching my eye whilst I continuously caught the other bottles. In an instant they stopped falling as quickly as they started and the teacher turned to me and smiled, gesturing if I'd like to take a sip from the fine bottle he saw I had my eye on. Of course I did not hesitate to do so. I took a rather large sip - it was glorious, the best thing I'd ever tasted in my life! I savored the taste, slowly putting the lid back on and carefully returning it to it's rightful place on the shelf. Whilst smiling at the others gathered on the floor I bent down to put out my cigarette. They were chatting amongst themselves seemingly oblivious to what had just transpired. They didn't smile back. I took one last look at the bottle and saw from the corner of my eye a big smile come back at me from the teacher who was hovering over in the dimly lit corner. I stood up straight and tall and headed directly for the door. Though it was big and heavy, it opened with ease. I didn't look back and kept walking out into the brilliant fresh air & sunshine with the warm summer breeze blowing through my hair. A happy new day was on the horizon!

The only reason I called this dream scary, was because when I woke up I was terrified & distraught because I thought I had failed. All I could think about was how was I going to explain this to the people on this site. I really actually thought that this dream was real but I saw it as me having been drinking and smoking all night long out and about with a group of friends. I think there was more to it in the beginning but I can't remember until we ended up in the cellar. I thought I had really messed up and was so very disappointed in myself, I couldn't believe how I had let that happen & I dreaded admitting the truth & having to start all over again. It took quite some time to finally wake up properly, look around for evidence, pinch myself a few times and literally cup my hand over my mouth and breath into it to smell the smoky breath but it wasn't there. Thank goodness! I hadn't actually gone out and somehow wound up in Mr Parker's cellar at all! I was so pleased & relieved! How cool is that. Now I know how I would feel if I ever did end up in Mr Parkers cellar. After writing it down though I can see between the lines and realize that I didn't fail at all. I know I have the strength to walk out the door & have the ability to help others along the way if they happen to fall. Here's to breathing, happy & free!

Oh Bronte, aren't those smoking dreams horrific? You wake up with such a feeling of disappointment and self loathing. But the moment you are certain it was only a dream is such pure bliss, maybe it's worth it! I had one the other night, realized I had just had a drag, put the smoke out in disgust, then found myself with another in my hand, half smoked and a ?friends voice telling me to finish it, not to waste it. Such a relief to wake up still a non smoker....

Hi Bronte,
Maybe your mind was teaching you a lesson (hence the teacher in your dream) it wanted you to wake up feeling disappointed so you would know what it felt like if you did the same in your awake life.

Dream of non smoking and $4000 a year more to spend and better health. Better than scary dreams.