when i quit smocking "I" in this body also disappears...

hi all,

i am back here after nearly 50 days of break. i quit it on 8th jan. again started on 3rd march. now again i became ex on 28th april.

now i am thinking why i stared. may be a lot reason during that time. but when i think now that means when i am at peace now it all looks funny and silly reasons.

now when i quit smocking i can observe the change in my metabolism. your sleep improves,your digetion improves, you feel like free bird that simply enjoys its life.basically "I" in me dissappears and it feels that this body is functionig with the help of devine, all the works are done automatically. "I" am just observing this at most peace. what is "I" here it is the ego when it is inside the body and love when it is outside the body. so whenever nicotine enters the body then it is the ego controling the body.let all the nicotine flush out and stay calm.