face myself

I have been smoke free 26 days thankfully. It hasn't been easy i must admit but someone said to me once that anything worth it never is . Although i still think about it i understand how dangerous it is. I like who i am smoke free, i feel more confident and relaxed within, not all tense and strained underneath my skin and my eyes are opened. My body and soul was pushing me so much to stop , i felt embarrassed and didn't want people to look at me and ii couldn't look at myself. I feel like a different person not smoking.