hoping this works

I am 2 days in on the full dosage of 1 mg morning and evening.  Strange, not much nauseau as most people report, and no weird dreams but also not helping reduce my cravings too much.  I am noticing I put the cig out half way, like i want it but then don't.  Tomorrow is my quit day! (a day of significance from my past) and I hope I can make it.  I have been trying since March this year! Managed a week here and there and then started sneaking around, cheating, hiding them, full blown addict behaviour.  I was hospitalized in July when i couldn;t breathe - did you all know that when you get COPP, sometime trying to breathe so hard can cause a heart attacK!  Aghh, i didn;t know that but they thought i had one.

And after all that, I started again!!  I must be crazy.

Thanks to everyone here. Will see how I and all of you progress.  Great to see it is working for some.