54 days strong..

54 days strong.. and using Champix for help. I'm only taking 0.5 mg 2wice a day as the regular doseage really makes me sick. Side effects: The dreams has tapered down.. not so vivid.. but still there.. I've gain 5 kilo's which I'm ok with.. as I knew from past experinces that this is not a choice but a fact with quiting. I'm giving myself a year to lose it.. the dogs will be happier as they will get walked more. In the last 2 weeks I've noticed that I've started having a lot of negitive thoughts.. and a wee bit bitchy.. ( I'm a teacher so I need to watch this) .. but I really dislike the negativity as it's really not me. Has anyone else had negative thinking ..??

I'm sooooo looking forward to the last day of taking Champix.. Is quitting Champix really as hard as the side effects..??  Is it really as hard as I read from others posts..??