keeping busy

Day 3 and Ive been keeping very busy. I spent half my smoke money on something I shouldnt have as opposed to keeping it to go towards a surf board (havent surfed for 13 years and went for my first surf on a body board on day 1).

I went out and spent my money to avoid the cravings at night and all in all not as worried about spending the savings as happy that I can save it again given now another smoke free fortnight will come around, and also given the friviolous spending got me past a rough patch with smoking. Swaped the witch for the bXXXX but putting things into a broader perspective :) and enjoying an e cigarette :) and typing away at an early morning wake up from anxiety dream. Glad for the opportunity to read through others stories, not doing it alone :) Safety in numbers. :)