The lost of love

I don't feel the need to write down every bit of my quit experience anymore. I'm strong and am not going back. 41 days without a cigarette, 14 days without patches. My life has been so sad the last week. My uncle was placed in palliative care at our local hospital and I watched him fight the fight of his life for the past week. I sat with my family while he wasted away. He was ready to go to heaven he told his sisters so, he had his mum and dad, my nan and pop waiting, his brother and sister and his sweet sweet son who died way before his time waiting for him. His body wouldn't let him go, God took his time choosing him so my strong, crazy, funny uncle fought for a week. My uncle wasn't the healthiest I'm not going to go too deep into details but yes he smoked, he was young, so very young but his lungs were the healthiest part of his body. But I'm sure smoking caused other damaged. I love him. His my uncle. It's a sad sad time. We all know how important family is especially this time of year. 2014 is the year to get our priorities straight. To get healthy and fit. 2014 is the year to live smoke free, to live addiction free. I'm living it for all my lost loved ones but I'm really doing it for my uncle I'm going to show him I can do it!! Love you uncle.