Happy Thanksgiving ;) 3 wks tomorrow!
Today is Thanksgiving and usually I hate going to family gatherings. I do not get aong with my stepmother and she always does little things that hurt my feelings. Like, ask all my sisters for their Christmas list except for me ;) Last Easter, I left crying because they were singing happy birthday to everybody that had a birthday but the main one they focused on was my brother in law. she called out everybodys name during the song except for me. My stepsister said aomething about it to her. Anyway, today I wasn'tin such a bad mood and actually had a really swell time with my family. My sister even said something about how i am in a better mood and smell good! I didnt have to leave in such a hurry because of needing a cigarette. (i never smoked in front of my dad) I feel awesome physically...i can breathe so much better. I have been a little constipated and before i went daily...so thats getting a little annoying. Hope everybody is having a great thanksgiving ;)
Hi Jada7799,
Family occasions can bring up so many emotions for us. This year I'll be spending mine on my own for the first time and I cannot wait,should have done it years ago, just me and a bag and go mountain walking near home... can't wait. Just take in the scenery and the quiet, that is my Christmas present to myself, it's coming over 25 years.'Happy Christmas kid to me'. You will have up and down days when you are quitting, the most important thing is to focus on the positives and put yourself first, you are doing awesome, pat on the back , head up girl, walk proud. :)