5th time lucky

I think it's the 5th. I've sort of lost count. Best so far was 8 months. I only started again because I had fallen ill, and was so sick that I was sure i was going to be dead in a year anyway. Smoking was one of the few pleasures I had. Then I recovered (no thanks to the idiot quacks I'd been seeing). Gone through a couple of quit attempts since. From a couple of weeks to a couple of months. If I didn't have a family, I probably wouldn't bother, because I'm a man who really enjoyed his smokes. But I want to see these two beautiful children of mine grow up. Been 5 days this time, and I'm ok most of the time, with short bouts of agony.