Day 2 ..Need to Vent

Ok day two now of my cold turkey + patches approach. Really missed the morning smoke this morning and finding it very hard. For th first time in many years i've had to change my morning routine of energy drink and smoke on the way to work (has just made the day feel , different) I am constantly swinging in my chair and tapping my fingers. All my staff smoke and work is just as difficult as home. On the up side i have less junk in my throat already, or maybe im just imagining that is the case. I really really want to stop. the tunnel just seems very long with no light as of yet. But using this website to vent my thoughts and assess my current experience is actually helping a bit. So i hope they dont mind that i am actually blogging instead of giving any actual advice at this point.  LoL. Maybe advice will come in a few days. but for now its just a realease.