OMG 365 days today!!

I cannot believe it is one year ago today. Mainly because I never thought I could quit. I still think about it at sometime, every day. The last 12 months have been the worst in my life and I could have easily reached for a ciggy, but I always came back to "What will that achieve" or "how will that help".

I had my dream job, i loved it and had been there for over 10 years. Then they employed a new GM whom absolutley hated my guts from day 2. She bullied and harassed me EVERY SINGLE Day. I was vomiting of a morning at the thought of going to work, and in the end had no choice but to quit.

I thought I could easily get another job. How wrong I was. I applied for over 70 jobs, attended over 10 interviews and was rejected every time. This distroyed me. I finally got a job after 5 months of trying and I hate it. Absolutley hate it.

All this took a toll on me and I became very depressed and I am now on medication for it.

Thanks for reading, as I needed to vent.

If I can go through this last year of h e l l and still not smoke, I pray that I will never fall under it's evil power ever again.

I read your stories of being on day one or two and I am so happy that I'm not there. She's a tough battle but one you can win.

I wish you all every success!!