roller coaster
Had a great day yesterday but today was not so great, sat around feeling sorry for myself. Gee that sounds ridiculous when I say it out loud....I guess my depression doesn't help the situation but I haven't once been tempted to go and buy some or knock on the neighbours door for one. I guess it's like greiving for an old friend I've lost and spent so many years with....25 years in fact.... Stress is definantly my trigger, I could drink alcohol and handle not smoking but when the stress hits i'm looking for my relief. Iv'e chewed so much gum this week my jaw is sore....lol.....
Hey Breathe72, i totally hear you about grieving for an old friend.. Also been feeling that myself this last week.. Lol..
We need to stay strong and put hope in the fact that it will pass (hopefully sooner rather than later :P)