struggling
iT'S BEEN 46 DAY'S YEAH. However i am struggling again. I thought earlier stuff it. It's not worth the hassle i'm going to have one tomorrow. Thankgod tom isn't here yet i hope i wake up feeling fantastic and the thoughts are gone. Everyone knows now i have given up so everyone would know if i had a relapse. The way i feel at the moment maybe i would be happier if i smoked. I'v e been so depressed which hasn't happened to me on this scale for about 15 years. It's been since i stopped smoking this has happened . However lots has happened in the last 46 day's.
I think i would be too ashamed to come back onto this site if i relapsed and i enjoy my daily visits.I am also a very honest person so i could not lie if this happened.
I so want a smelly ciggarete right now. Just one .
The thought of having a smelly cigarette comes and goes and it gets lessor as you go.
If you are already in the blues Kathyrose, how do you think you will be if you have one?????
Come on love 46 days has to account for something. This is all part of it and you have to know it is and will take some time........ i remember reading how great you felt for not smoking!
Shift your mind set and GET BACK ON TRACK.
Like woohah said we all need you and your support, and if you gave in the depression will just spiral down deeper rise above it and if you have just come and post for some more strength and support.
Kathyrose, I do hope you did not 'cave' and stayed strong to yourself and your 46 days. I agree with woohah and rocky-rush. YOu have come so far. It WILL get easier. Just sometimes it all seems too much. But as my dear nan used to say, 'This too shall pass'.
Hope I'm not too late... YOU STICK AT IT OR I'LL KICK YOUR BUTT!!!! You and me we're in the same boat at the moment I'll support you if you keep supporting me, c'mon you can do it and you will and if the worst happens you better come back so we can support you again.
I"m still smoke free. Thanks for everyone's support. I still want one but i'm staying strong..JUST. I would be so angry/dissapointed and further depressed if i relapsed. So the only way to go is forward and notch up more days untill i'm talking about Months not weeks. Meanie your great thanks for sticking by me and everyone else xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
PHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!! You keep going girl, so pleased that you didn't crack... ok let's do this, next time you get the urge jump on here, you've done all these days without one so... just waiting for one of us to help you won't hurt.
Very proud of you.
Well done kathyrose. Your determination has given me the extra inspiration I needed so tomorrow, when I'm thinking I'd love one I'll think of you & how strong you are. I think I've started feeling sorry for myself lately so this is the kick up the backside I needed. Swings & roundabouts. Thanks. AND 46 days is just fabulous. There's a lot of people here who really do care how you're going.