If it moves............ EAT IT!
Ok peoples (crap phrase, I know!) I survived the weekend and my RDO and the Christmas nastiness and EVEN Christmas shopping, I'm mean n bad n nasty and F***ing STARVING but at least I'm not smoking, looks like there've been a few strugglers the last couple of days, so let's dig deep, chew our nails, if it ain't nailed down eat it, kick it or sell it.... whatever it takes. I've been sooooo angry at myself for constantly thinking about smoking, then, when I stop thinking about it I remind myself that I've forgotten and start the cycle all over again, well I know I'm not going to stop thinking about smoking for a while and I know that I'm going to be cranky either way so, it's either 'healthy cranky' or 'back to the addiction cranky' and I choose the first option.......... let's face it I'm gonna be pissed off either way!!!!! I actually find that quite funny at this precise moment, god only knows why.
Thank you guys for your support after my last apocalyptic post, even Dr Feelgood who surely must be sponsored by one of the tobacco companies!
Hope you all had a good one.
Meanie you do make me laugh - thank you! Somewhere along the way i have supposedly saved $1,007.68 woo hoo! Only I am flat broke post car registration, service, pink slip, green slip, Christmas shopping and and and...... When did buying a real tree cost $88???? Anyway can relate to your anger/crakiness - just sayin'.
But with the dreaded durries would still be annoyed at all the above - so we are doing good. How about when you think about 'not thinking about them' - you just say in your mind the number of days you are up to and then focus on something else? Pretty soon you will get out of the loop of not thinking about them and thinking about them and not and then are etc. Been there, it has gone away for me and it will for you too!
I wish I got RDO's :(
Ok, I have read the above a couple of times now & my head is spinning - not thinking about them and thinking about them and not and are ....... Thanks. I will now tackle the shops with ease. I'm having a great day so far & feel fabulous. Change of mind set is a wonderful thing.
Thanks everyone.